May 5, 2011

  • Hello, stranger.

    I think I need to visit the doctor soon. I've been getting these weird headaches that won't go away. Like a pounding at the back of my eyes. It isn't an excruciating pain, and it doesn't affect my daily activities, but it's uncomfortable. It's been going on for about a week now. I decided not to let the headaches bother me too much so I ignored it. I refused to take panadol or let the headaches stop me from going out and having fun. But it's gotten to a point now where by the end of the day, I lie in bed with a full-blown migraine.

    Speaking of bed, my insomnia is back.... I think. For the past few nights I've been tossing in bed for hours before I can fall asleep. Last night, I couldn't fall asleep till about 5.30am. It's a frustrating feeling lying in bed, tired as hell, yet fully awake. I was close to tears last night tossing and turning in bed.

    But insomnia means alot of extra time in the middle of the night to think random thoughts. I'm starting to realise that I miss a lot of people who used to be in my life. Either family members who are no longer here, or friends that I've lost.

    It's sad to know that people you used to pour your heart out to are nothing but mere strangers now. Yet every now and then, when something great happens - when someone says something funny, when I watch a great show, or when my boyfriend does something extra sweet - I still always wanna run and tell it to you.

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    Dinner last Sunday at my uncle's place to celebrate Mother's Day. Look at our angry birds cake! Didn't taste very good though. Haha. Oh wells, kinda expected it.

    Happy Mother's Day in advance Mummy!
     

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