September 16, 2011
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The number 8.
Someone once told me that I don't know what love is.
Maybe that's true. Perhaps I don't know what love is, but who does right? Haha! However, I do know that I can't stop thinking about you. You're on my mind every single second of the day. When I think of you, I feel happy, and blessed, like my entire life just fell into place. When I'm with you, I just wanna grab you and kiss you till your lips go numb. When I see your name on my phone, I smile, doesn't even matter what the text or call is about.
When I talk to you, I feel like I can say anything and be myself - bad manners, uncouth, childishness and all - and you would not judge me, but love me in spite of my flaws. When I think about our future, I can't wait to grow up and start a family. When I think about our future, I see security, peace, happiness and compromise. When I think about marrying you, I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders. When I think about having your children, I can't imagine any other thing I would rather do.
When I think about us, I am overwhelmed by how I would do just about anything for you. Yes, even die (but let's not go overboard here). When I think about us, I know that I have everything I could ever need in life. When I think about living my life without you, I can't breathe.
It's a scary thought - how one person can determine what you're feeling.
I know compared to many other 'long-achievement award' couples out there, we really haven't been together for long. But within these short few months, I've been happier than my entire life put together. You've changed me totally and completely, and I'm just happy to be given the chance to be part of your life. For the first time in my life, I finally found someone who is giving me unconditional love. A kind of love that knows no bounds, that is sacrificial, compromising, calming, mature and, best of all, respectful.
I've always been the girl who falls in love too easily and too fast. The girl who becomes too self-sacrificial. But I finally found someone who compliments me. You do not take advantage of my flaws, and yet you appreciate my good points. I don't think I will ever be able to find someone else.
I'm so glad I'm over all those high-school relationship dramas. This is it. When I look at you, I'm looking at a happily ever after.
Happy 8 months baby!
