March 27, 2012
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Whine
I know it's too much to expect someone to be constantly there for you 24/7 to be your emotional sponge. No one deserves the duty of being a daily punching bag. Especially not mine, what with my eccentric mood swings and unreasonable behaviours. I know, I know, I need to be stronger than this... I've heard it all before. Sometimes you just need someone to tell you that you're right, they're wrong, and that the world is stupid. Even if it's a lie.
I'm just having a bad day. It may surprise you, but I don't have bad days very often. But when it sucks, it sucks big fat hairy monkey balls. Pardon my French.
I miss having friends. This is what happens when your immediate reaction to any kind of hurt is to build up walls and push people away.
Today's just one of those days where you doubt yourself and wonder if you bit off a little more than you can chew. And tonight is just one of those nights where I want to tune out the world, lie in bed, and cry.
