September 2, 2014

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    I think it's about time I stopped focusing on what I don't have, and start focusing on what I do have instead.

    Nothing is ever gonna make me as happy as I am right now. I have everything I could ever want in life. I don't have a single reason to feel inadequate or sad. It's time to snap out of it and stop craving sadness. Which I think is something I tend to do whenever things start getting good... I wait for the other shoe to drop.

    Fact is, I have achieved more than a lot of others my age. There are always gonna be better people out there, and I can envy all I want. But perhaps I could also be an object of envy.

    I'm not a particularly career-minded person, because I believe I have other priorities - like family. And that's ok.

    I don't have ring on my finger. But I have a boy who loves me more than anything, and who I love back. I have a family who's more than supportive of my perfect relationship, and that is more than enough for me. I want a relationship where both sides never stop trying. And I never want to stop chasing him. I never want to stop telling him that I love him. I never want to stop gazing at him with nothing but admiration in my eyes. I never want to stop surprising him with notes and messages, or little presents and gifts. I never want to stop giving him the world.

    Because he deserves it. And that's what counts.